Expectations.

EXPECTATIONS, expecting, expect. Well, in terms of RELATIONSHIP. Yes, i'm not in a relationship but i still have to say this out. Everyone is different. In the sense that everyone has different expectations, different perspectives, different thinking. Some may expect too much but just can't seem to notice it. Some may just go by the other party's preferences. Well for me i prefer 60% : 40% . 60% of my expectations & 40% of the opposite party's preference.

People might think "Hey, you're too much!" I am aware that i do not have figure nor do i have looks. And i'm  asking for 60% probably that's ridiculous to you. Thus there isn't any OBLIGATIONS once again.

60% yes, its kinda not fair. In the sense that its isn't EQUAL. Why is this so? Here's the answer. In every relationship i had, i don't look at a short term wise. Thus, i look in to a long term, which means a FUTURE. Therefore, asking for slightly more from another party is slightly alright, i guess. Of course there will be a limit.

Every lady out there would EXPECT their partners to DOTE, PAMPER, LOVE, TRUST. For me, i do admit that i expect all but most importantly it's the COMMUNICATION. Once you find yourself in a relationship which both parties can't seem to communicate, it's kinda hard to keep it going any further. Put everything up on the table over drinks, i guess that's the best thing to do at that moment in time.

Things might not work out after that. EFFORT put in, would certainly help greatly. So guys, BUCK UP.

Forgiveness.

FORGIVENESS. Why would i choose this as today's topic? Well, in life everyone had their own wrong doings. But somehow, people just cant seem to notice it. At times, SELF REFLECTION is greatly needed. For me, yes i have lots of wrong doings in life which i did not even notice it myself. Its only when your mind is peace and calm, that's the best time to do some SELF REFLECTION. Say over a drink at Starbucks, lying on the bed while trying to sleep or even at a place with nice scenery.


It's too late to apologize by the time you've noticed it. Thus, the guilt is always there. Like what most people does and say, " Everyone would remember your wrong doings but never be the good deeds which you've done. " Personally, i agree with that quote. I myself do remember wrong doings but never a good one. WHY? This is what till now i still can't figure out myself.

It's probably the impression of inappropriate which cause it. Everyone know what is wrong and what is right. As usual, something done WRONGLY is always being remembered by people. I guess it's the IMPACT which causes it. I might be wrong, might be right. STRICTLY NO OBLIGATIONS.

Have you every thought of why does people wanna go against the flow? Is it for the THRILL? Is it for the EXCITEMENT? Is it for the FUN? Or is it for the ATTENTION you gain? Nevertheless, some people do it for CASH.

THRILL, so what's with the THRILL? Knowing that it's something wrong why bother to do it? Does it makes you happy after doing something wrong? Does it makes you feel better?
ARE YOU PREPARED FOR THE CONSEQUENCES?

EXCITEMENT, so thinking about it. First thing which hit my mind is that you're CHILDISH. What's with doing something wrong does EXCITEMENT for you? You're able to have EXCITEMENT from any where why must you go against the flow? 
ARE YOU PREPARED FOR THE CONSEQUENCES? 


ATTENTION, oh are you a ATTENTION seeker? Gaining attention there is lots of methods to do it. It's just a matter of time and effort you put in. But not the way of doing something ridiculous making yourself look like a fool. It's a DISGRACE. 
ARE YOU PREPARED FOR THE CONSEQUENCES?


CASH, if you're CASHLESS jolly well get a job and work your ASS OFF. Why must you go for FAST CASH? For instance, THEFT. Why must you do that? You'll eventually suffer in the end and bringing yourself into more TROUBLE. I doubt anyone would want that, true? Have you ever thought of the feelings of the opposite party? Did you even put yourself into their shoes and understand how they feel after that? That's a NO! 
ARE YOU PREPARED FOR THE HEFTY CONSEQUENCES?

In life, everything you do comes with a consequence. Its either a good one or it'll leave you in trouble. So choose wisely of what you're doing. Don't go the wrong path. Everyone might remember it and eventually there will be a barrier in between you and someone else.

Seeking FORGIVENESS it's never a easy job done. 

Chemistry.

Given myself this theme of FLORALS thus a floral photo is up.
Reason for this theme? Well, its because FLORALS ease my mind from everything. Especially when you're stress out. Remembering when i was young, i've always wanna be like a PRINCESS sleeping in a bed of roses, waking up with the greeting from the scent of FLORALS. Well, its just a dream, it'll never happen.

The month of JUNE had been a tough month for myself. Major stuffs had hit me straight up on my head. I've finally EXPECTED THE UNEXPECTABLE. Nevertheless, i've been looking on the bright side. Not thinking about the past. But this MAJOR thing had pushed me OFF TRACK. Trying my very best to pull myself back to the normal routine seem to be a difficult task to do. It just takes moments to push you off track but it takes UNPREDICTABLE effort to pull yourself back on track once again. It has always been a nightmare to face this situation, i've got no choice but to face it. Moreoever, there isn't anyone there for me to rant my feelings nor is there anyone who's supporting me emotionally.

EMOTIONS had set me aback from doing things which i wanna do. EMOTIONS really is the cause of pulling my self-esteem down. I've never expect EMOTIONS could create such a incredible disaster mentally. Not feeling secure, another MAJOR issue to me. Yet, EMOTIONS had taught me to think twice before doing something. EMOTIONS had almost made me lose faith in LOVE.

Wandering around the streets, the usual place, the usual food, the usual smell, the usual effort, the usual hugs and kisses made me wonder who am i. The absence i've felt, "hey, i'm SPEECHLESS. "

Looking for someone suitable for self, isn't that easy at all. It seem like you're searching for a gem in the ocean with strong waves waving across. Thus, difficulty level goes up as well as obstacles isn't that easy to go through. Even of you were to find a GEM in the ocean, a question for you, " Is this GEM suitable for you? " Yes, its understandable that it hard to find, you found one, it might look good or awesome, after putting it on, it's a total different story. You might find that it doesn't look as good as before, that's a hint to tell you : " DUDE, take things easy. "